Writing this series has been so good for me. For the first week or so, I got up and sat down at the computer to write before the day was really started. Having a plan of what I was going to share and taking the time to sit long enough to say it was really good.
Then, I started something else that really needed to begin during the time I was usually blogging....And then last week was CRAZY. I had stuff to deal with and on Wednesday morning, I headed out to spend a few days at my friend Heidi's. It was my first overnight visit with them since the end of July.
We did some painting, hauled some junk, cooked (and I mean COOKED, apple crisp, three different kinds of chinese meats and some egg rolls, breakfast pocket thingies, and I feel like I'm forgetting something), visited with everyone at the ranch, folded laundry, and got a good dose of chatting in. I also got lots of time with their kids reading stories, playing with busy bags, doing hair, and enjoying the funny things that come out of the mouth of a four year old. So many times, I just had to smile. I didn't realize how much I had been missing all of them. Needless to say, my heart was a little heavy and a little sad when it was time to head home.
And it's Tuesday. I skipped out on six days of posts, but I'm here again. Let's just say, you might be hearing some of the posts I had planned for a while. After October is over, I'll spread whatever posts I didn't get around to writing out here and there!
The last few weeks have been about understanding God's plan in creating this world and everything in it.
We've been inspired by Isaiah where I came across these things:
A call to look and litsen.
The bigger picture of what it is we are too see and hear.
The role of God's Word in how we are to look and listen.
And now I come with some bad news....Honestly, it's the WORST news that you will ever hear. Ever.
You and I are sinners. We are such sinners that we actually DELIGHT in sin. We cling to it, we look for it, we run to it. We find COMFORT in sin.
It's sickening really.
Here is the news straight from Isaiah 42:20,
"He sees many things, but does not observe them, his ears are open, but he does not hear."
Everyday we do look and we do listen.
In our sin we see beautiful things and delight in THEM. We can't REALLY SEE...We don't see WHY they are beautiful, we don't see WHO made them, and we even mistake terribly disgusting things as things that are breathtaking.
In our sin our ears only hear the things that are happening around us in real time. We can't REALLY HEAR...We don't hear the REASONING of what is really there, we don't hear WHOSE glory these things are proclaiming, and we even tune our ears into things that are destroying our souls.
We are such sinners that we use our eyes and ears to feed sin rather than to kill it.
That word OBSERVE really stuck out to me. I'm still trying to put my finger on why...I'm thinking it has something to do with the fact that our culture is obsessed with pursuing meaning and influence.
We dig deep, but for what?
To look in a mirror and approve of what we see.
To dupe people into thinking we are something that we're not.
LOOK at me. LISTEN to me.
Today, you and I will see many things, but we will not observe them. Our eyes will be craving MORE.
Today, you and I will have ears open, but we will not hear. We will still be longing to hear SOMETHING.
This is reality and it's a problem.
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